My Heart and Soul

she said it

2004-08-31T17:02:42Z

"ur love was like a bow and arrow. Always pointing at me, ready if need be, to shoot my heart, one shot and it would be gone. just like the people...coned me into believing you were one of the good guys. you were actually there to helo. then when i least expected it, you shot me...full force into my heart and killed me. damn you straight to hell. damn me straight to hell. damn us together...were we can be one again!"

...i thought this was interesting, so i put it in the journal hardly anyone reads lol. ;)

FINALLY

2004-08-07T19:20:01Z

finally im Feeling like A HUNDRED TIMES BETTER! im acutally eating!
"and i weigh 112!" lol kimbo!! ahh memories!! lol

Last night went to Chews...*smiles* that was a lot of fun...old times...not many people were there but the ones that mattered were...minus krysta and sam of course! =P .phil.still.has.his.magic.powers.with.me THAT MANSLUT! j/k philly i.heart.u!

`shindiggggggeeeddd!!`

shaun was there...we kina talked but nothing big...i wonder if we're still friends??? :(

yeah...my entries are shrot now-a-days. now i kina think its poinless to write in here but its nice to look back and laugh at myself like ive been doin the past couple of weeks with this thing. =P WATCH--once school starts this will be like a novel and a half! lol!

*xoxo*
Kris..

:(

2004-08-06T17:08:55Z

I HAVENT TALKED TO HIM IN LIKE A MONTH....

........

i miss him

:'(

kris_u_tay @ 2004-08-03T17:24:00

2004-08-03T22:25:09Z

IM UPDATING FOR JULIE!!!!! :)

.....mikes in town..that means hes stealin my woman!!! j/k! ;)

....theres my update julie....

I love my boyfriend

2004-08-02T03:44:46Z

i drove out to nicks today, lonely ride without my babii! =(

WoW...hes just so amazing, idk...i just love him =)

so he was over there and his auntie tamie was there, and old neigbor of theres, and one of nicks moms friends...I LOVE HIS FAMILY! annnnd grandma and grandpa stopped by later :) :) :)! they are so0o0o cute! they're hilarious. me and nick walk in from walmart and i hear 2 people yell "HEY KRIS!! and HEY HONEY!!!" awww .hehe. i feel love! :P

so we went swiming for like ALL NIGHT!
-didnt hit any deer on the way home thank god! :P

now im chillin gotta get up early tom :P

YUMMMY

2004-08-01T05:45:52Z

does everyone see my icon?....

"i love kristi"
...look he said it

I LOVE NICK!!! :) :) :)

..and justin =P

.....

2004-08-01T05:28:44Z

got outta that pool thing at 11...got a 20 dollar tip...thats 75 bucks in one day for me...wow kool.

Nicks is gonna sell his car...ima miss it! *tear* oh well.

.i hate it here.
.and.idk.why.

im listning to songs from my old computer....

i had to transfer the files to this computer from my old one and i was goin through all the old stuff i saved.....*rolls eyes* ugh! and we had a garage sale this weekend at my aunts house...i got rid of my joe shirts...Thumbs Up to me! =)

Just got off the phone with nick.

*yawn* i got work from 10:30-4 tomorrow. i should b in bed right now but im just too lazy to go up there...and i feel the needs to stay up for some reason idk.....my life consists of me workin basically now....not really cool, eh...idk....

nick told me if i wanted to really badly i could save up for a car in no time..i dont believe it, he told me put 100$ aside a week....i told him i dont have that to put away and he said "bullshit" and i think thats true, everyone i go into r.t. i get tips from 30 and up, i just got 75 bucks today, got 75 on my paycheck from r.t. and from my work im gettin a 86 dollar check....i think it was just a lucky week though, idk. i think im just scared of all the bills that come with the car thing...i wonder if i could do payments...??? idk ill talk to nick...hes really good with this car stuff and he doesnt make me feel stupid about it =) im learning though, im so proud of myself...i never thought id learn shit about cars....but i am =) -hehe- yay!

bedtime!
Kris-x

* $ cha ching! $ *

2004-08-01T00:30:44Z

soooo POOL WATCH IS GAY!! stac...im really really sorry bout hat =(

todds mom just came over and dropped me off 20$ for workin at 4 seasons last minute...wooohooo! *NEW CELL PHONE HERE I COME =)*
...im starting to think i shoul djust switch to nextel, its only a 55 dollar extra thing a month and i can afford it....its just the phones that are killing me right now... hmmmmm

* Im in love with Nicholas Joseph Nuccio <33

LMAO

2004-05-24T21:37:10Z

ugh...nick~u are the bomb! mwah!

nick picked me up after school and we got his lil brother and brought him and his friend back to the house then we watched his lil brother and friend fight it was HILARIOUS! then his lil sis and mom came home and Cailey -such a pretty name!- came up to his room 2 so it was like a party in nicks room! it was so awesome! i luv that family! ((and the dogs!))

he was being an ass though. but a funny ass so its ok. hes still an ass....but a HOTT one! :-D

kris_u_tay @ 2004-05-20T11:47:00

2004-05-20T16:48:22Z

someone has CREED "with arms wide open" on....SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:'(

she thinks

2004-05-20T15:37:56Z

i think i have a lil toooo much freetime on my hands during 3rd period if all i do is write in ummm both my journals...ay yi mommy!! meh well.. i have an A in here...no work needs to be done.

i get to see "nicky poo" ((as shaun says)) today alllll nite! waaahoooo!!

He LiGhTs up My BuLb -lol sam

no more shit being taken THANK U

just a lil more

2004-05-18T15:38:47Z

a couple more weeks...then thats it

ill b a jr
ill have a job
ill be so damn busy
...hell be gone...

ugh'it makes me 'so'mad'
((maybe ill just go with him))
[not like id b missed here right?]

<^>ill admit it...she has fallen<^>

i got this

2004-05-17T15:41:24Z

im hurt and in pain...
but im gonna be ok

so much went wrong this week...but i cant change what happened. i can only try and fix the future

ima miss all you...but everything happens for a reason.

`ay yi mommy`

2004-05-13T15:22:47Z

we found a house!! im not sure if i wrote that or not yet but yes...we found a house and it has like 2 rooms so NICK COULD STAY WIF US!!! :-D hehe...he prolly wont though

MEH

thats just how i feel i have not had a good week at all. the only *up* to my week has been me SleEpInG. im.jus.so.confused.with.everthing.right.now

thursday

2004-05-13T15:18:17Z

i wanna get outta this stupid class im gonna TEXT MESSAGE julie and tell her to GET ME OUT!!!

Live hasnt been so nice to me this week...why not?

and just thought id share with you pat.. i STILL have PhObIa of U*G*L*Y people! LMAO!! that was good i kno! ;)

X marks the SpOt

2004-05-11T15:19:44Z

yeah so def have a huge ass tummy ache today!! :'( not fair!! today has been ok...Nicks comming to get me after school today :-D yay!

hes moving!!

not fair! he told me it was like a half hour away and really...its 45 minutes..my mom told me that this morning. but she said once we move he can come stay with us and finish his snr year...even if we're still not together. and nick told me just to spend the night at his house this summer...uhhh ::starts laughing:: i will def sleep with his lil sis cuz she is the bomb!

havent updated...thats cuz no one luvs me and doesnt leave me luv notes

all u are jerks!

xoxo
kris
oxox

..continue...

2004-05-05T15:42:31Z

continuation of earlier... before my teacher came to me

TODAY AFTER SCHOOL IS GONNA BE CRAZII
(+)go home
(-)wait for a lil 8th grader to come over so i can teach her some stuff for lancettes. DONT GET ME WRONG~~ID LUV TO HELP! I LUV THIS GIRL BUT I WANNA C MY B/F!!!
(+)dinner!!!
(-)pack

and pack and pack and pack and pack. then..
(+)LIVVY -n- SAM r comin over to watch the *oc*
then i haveta pack some more annnnd

HOPEFULLLY nick gets off work early so i can see him!!

CRAPY DAY!

2004-05-05T15:30:05Z

im not having a good day! this morning almost killed my eye. my hair is SOOO GREASY looking! in chem i lost my FINAL LAB project packet in english we got this huge ass lecture and now my teachher is mad at me in 3rd period becausei am leaving!

HAPPY HAPPY ((not so)) joy joy

me and sammie leave tom. and we still needa go food shopping and pack!! ay yi yi!

todays is gonna be crazii

i.heart.* * * * betcha cant guess!! ;_

2004-05-04T15:40:17Z

nice subject...I KNO I KNO!

last night me and sam had a real nice talk online. i.heart.her.so.much! she said some really powerful things last night whether or not she believes it. im really lucky to have her by my side even though i was a total bitch this weekend

today the drama ppl from west came and THE HOT BOY FROM DRAMA WAS HERE!!! ahhh hes so hot! i couldnt stop starring!! -hehe- he played SCROGE in 'a christmas carol' ::licks lips:: obsessed much? *I am aware he has a g/f! sheesh!*

this morning was ok

chem--went over big lab stuff for the next 3 days
english-watched the shakespear stuff....AHH HOT BOY!! i sat next to anthony and matt and OH MY GOODNESS anthony is hilarious and who called it that the guy sittin infront of us was part of the play? YA THAT WAS ME!!!
no im in wordprocessing~~nothing has been accomplished today in this class other then i learned 2 lines to "california"

alright im out--kate is talking to me i needa listen!!

<33 xt

PILLOW FIGHTS

2004-05-04T02:38:12Z

today was kina lakjy;irwjlkjhgkl. thats how i describe it! lol.

PILLOW FIGHT! LMFAO KIMMIE!!!

my friends are retarded that is all i haveta say
...but i.heart.them. anyway!!!...

MY FRIENDS ARE SO DAMN HOT!!!
what!!
..k im done =D

**me and sammie are talkin about the word love**
.i.heart.having.her.to.talk.to =D

<33 X

.MaD.at.MySeLf

2004-05-01T22:04:11Z

Woke up at 8:10 this morning for tryouts for D.E.
**YUP I FUGGED UP MY CHANCE ENTIRELY!!**
im rather pissed about it. i worked so hard last night and im frekiiin sore everywhere ((both ankles, right knee, right hip, and lower back)) ya! lifes awesome!

Kim did reallllllllllllllly good! =P

I think im going over to sals tonight...?? anyone anyone know? then i kno fo sho im going over to sams after she is done working at LP.

I HATE MY NERVES!!!!

-XT

...

2004-04-30T17:05:27Z

would someone like to please share why "take my breath away" is not on my jess simp. CD?! I WANT IT!! :'(...whose gonna get if for me?!?!? =D

*def in crazii w/ him biotches!!*
XT

i officially suck

2004-04-30T15:28:46Z

i def officially suck at at life. mhmmm---still waiting for my awards.

~ everyone lately has been in a bad mood
~ i felt ^yay^ big last night thanks to my awesome boy!
* he was off work yesterday
* we went to go see the play with kimmie
** the lights went out on stage...that was fun
~ silent car ride home

i went to julies yesterday after school...turk gave us a ride then julie and i "walked" ((more of sittin in her car illegally driving)) to portilos...AHHH CHILLI CHEEESSSEEE DOGGIE!! and then we went home and ate...watched her wacko doggie. mommy game home she took us to the mall...there we saw the 3 stoogies who are very mature! =D then nick came to the mall and we left and went to julies house...mommy met him. we played with Benji some more then me n nick went to go pick his brother up from school when he actually walked home already. i didnt my homework at nicks, chilled with his lil sis and doggies and we sorta watched supertroopers, i was too busy doing my homework thats the second attempt weve made..maybe we're just not suppose to watch it!

Nick took me home around 5 to a household of fun...i ate, then he came back over and we picked up kim and went to the play...sam came and sat by us =D

im back to mybad moods

CaCa PaSa

2004-04-29T13:25:26Z

thats all i gotta say!

*im such a horrible person!
^i know^

ANOTHER HALF DAY TODAY!! WOOOHOOO!! *~*im going home with jules...turk is givin us a ride home and then we're gonna go get CHILLI CHEESE DOGS!!!!!!*~* yummm!

**i miss hanging with her!!! we usta chill all the time last year and in the beginning of the year....then idk what happened! we got into a huge ass "argument" in the begin. of the `new year` ay yi! its otay! we're all gravy now. its weird....we could not talk for 2 months and just continue from where we left off! -hehe- .....true friends!! =D **

Spanish class right now...hmmm only 3 more periods to go!

I WANNA GO TO THE PLAY TONIGHT!!! -AnY tAkeRs-

"im gonna...im gonna do sumthing to her!!"
-x Kris

didnt know it was so wrong to feel right

IM HAPPY OH SO HAPPY

2004-04-29T02:31:48Z

ah ha! tonight was awesome!!

Livvy picked me up we went cruisin past nicks work, tried 2 find jerry's house! lol. then we "saw" chew...AHH... then a curb check! ahhh! then we went to KIMMIES then we went so sal's and the guys...chew is not one of the guys anymore...was there and we told them to hit up liv's digitz once they were gonna come over
....
.......
....
they show up without calling!

ay yi yi!! lol. then we went to oberweis and i got 1 dollar for my JUGS!! haha!

NICK IS AWESOME!!!

'-X BruiserX-`

*My Heart and Soul*

*she said it*

*FINALLY*

:(